A Song

Anything for you
Though you're not here
Since you said we're through
It seems like years
Time keeps draggin on and on
And forever's been and gone
Still I can't figure what went wrong

I'd still do anything for you
I'll play your game
You hurt me through and through
But you can have your way

I can pretend each time I see you
That I don't care and I don't need you
And though you'll never see me cryin'
You know inside I feel like dying
And I'd do anything for you
In spite of it all
I've learned so much from you
You made me strong
But don't you ever think that I don't love you
That for one minute I forgot you
But sometimes things don't work out right
And you just have to say goodbye

I hope you find somone to please you
Somone who'll care and never leave you
But if that someone ever hurts you
You just might need a friend to turn to

And I'd do anything for you
I'll give you up
If that's what I should do
To make you happy

I can pretend each time I see you
That I don't care and I don't need you
And though inside I feel like dying
You know you'll never see me crying

Don't you ever think that I don't love you
That for one minute I forgot you
But sometimes things don't work out right
And you just have to say goodbye

For You

I cried today. My tears fall within the crevices of my soul. They sipped through the tight and lose cracks of my heart.  I cry within. My throat has gone numb. That explains the post nasal drip that I'm having right now. Each and every minute of the day I recall how fiery it was how the fires were burning how we first met how those beautiful eyes first set on me. It was magical. Addictive. I just wanna be lost in that sheer madness and out of stupidity it ended. My world fell apart when you left our Eden babe.

My eyes can always tell the sadness and the pain. Guilt is there and no matter how I try to scour for means to help me escape from this sequestered reality I just couldn't. I am trapped with it and pain. I fell to the ground after hearing you weep over the phone. I couldn't move a muscle after hearing you say 'I love you' and that you were still leaving. Your sobs still resonate in my sleep. It cripples me even while writing this post for you. My heart sings for you. It cries out your name. I love you...

Words fail to express your beauty, your affection your love your patience. What I am now is a product of the mores we shared. Part of the way I talk and the way I think is you. You have conquered my identity babe. Now, you're gone... I am fighting because I know you still do. I know it's going to take some time just don't close any chances of love. I have learned the hard way. In your musings of solitude, fly high as the harpies did. I'd be willing to be your prey. I love you always and forever... hoping wishing...